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#ZekeyLives – November 6th

Today I’m thankful for many of you. For those who walked through the devastating time when we didn’t know what was happening to our Zekey and I was an anxious momma, all the time, thank you. For those who stayed in or stepped in…

#ZekeyLives November 5th

When the coroner came to take Zekey’s old body away, the same body I had carried in my womb for 9 months and the same body we loved through kisses and cuddles for a full 4 years 4 months and 4 days on this…

#ZekeyLives – November 4th

I’m thankful for the Holy Spirit which brought peace surrounding my boy, even in the midst of chaos- always available. At the beginning signs of the disease, when Zekey would finally sleep in my arms, sometimes for the 2nd, 3rd and 4th time in…

#ZekeyLives – November 3rd

I do not fully understand “All Saints Day” as it seems the way it is celebrated is vastly different from doctrine to doctrine. Some believe it’s a day that all God’s people in heaven and on earth are spiritually connected. I really appreciated my…

#ZekeyLives – November 2nd

I am excited about today. I have just prayed that God would help just one thing about Zekey each day, to really stick out – there are SO many things. He really was a boy full of so much light.  Zekey LOVED being outside,…

#Zekeylives – November 1st

I thought it would be so good and healing for my heart, to take this month, the month we celebrate Zekey’s birthday, to reflect on why I am so thankful to have been his momma on this earth, if even only for 4 years,…

#prayforZekey

The Latest Updates on Zeke

Hospital Hauntings

The familiar routine of the nurses talking through every step while putting in an IV, I watch and remember. The questions they ask as they start the machine and I can’t help but want them to leave, even as sweet and helpful as they…

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The Unchanging Picture Frame

To take time to write is to take time to grieve. Sure, it isn’t as often I find myself losing my breath missing my boy, but it sure does happen and enough that I am never far from remembering the gaping hole our family…

Happy 6th Birthday, Zekey

I stayed up late to be awake when it became 11-19. I cried, I ached, I longed to have been up for other reasons. Such as decorating for him to wake up and see our excitement for him and being with us another year,…