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Compassion Over Fear

Today, our sermon at Grace Church was about compassion. It struck a chord with me that rung so loud it brought clarity on some strong feelings I have had during this season of slowly losing our Zekey. Very much, most of the time (I’m allowed…

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My Birthday + A New Home

January 24th I turned 29. This birthday was sweet. So very, precious and savory- like the perfect dessert next to a cup of Joe, you just do not want it to end. Why, you ask? It started with my wonderful husband planning the day…

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The Forever Mourning…

My heart, it aches. My tears, they fall closer together. It’s like my whole being is starting to understand. It’s coming. The Spirit, it groans within me. Not uttering a human word but only those to The Heavenly Father that bring a peace in…

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Ezekiel Todd Turns 4

Ezekiel was my child that stuck out like a sore thumb ever since the day he was born. We had just purchased our first house, preparing for his arrival. Women were praying through my house at the time my water broke on November 19th,…

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It wasn’t meant to be this way…

When my heart is given just a moment to grasp not the reality of the situation so much- Oh, no. I’m completely engulfed in reality every minute of every day (and night!), but the feelings that are real and true but oftentimes get put…

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Bexley Jane Turns 2

Oh, this girl. She is such a blessing. On her 1st birthday, I was in the hospital with Zekey. On her second, I came home from the hospital with Zekey the day before. It’s been different then most 1st and 2nd years of life,…

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The Latest Updates on Zeke

Hospital Hauntings

The familiar routine of the nurses talking through every step while putting in an IV, I watch and remember. The questions they ask as they start the machine and I can’t help but want them to leave, even as sweet and helpful as they…

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The Unchanging Picture Frame

To take time to write is to take time to grieve. Sure, it isn’t as often I find myself losing my breath missing my boy, but it sure does happen and enough that I am never far from remembering the gaping hole our family…

Happy 6th Birthday, Zekey

I stayed up late to be awake when it became 11-19. I cried, I ached, I longed to have been up for other reasons. Such as decorating for him to wake up and see our excitement for him and being with us another year,…